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takes a long long time to heal from a broken heart, i'm not sure if i'm completely cured from this terrible sickness, but i have made peace with loneliness for a long time now, and that is some progress. i still think about her, though some years have passed, sometimes i wake up sweating, it's a nightmare when i think/wander that there's some bastard parked im my spot now?!! it's painful!! naturally i want to explode when thoughts like this enter my head, then i start smiling in irony that life never falls short of, i start breathing trying to relax and accept the loss like a gentellmen! but it's not easy! here i go again, smiling ones more... 


i've grown to see life defferent these days, like a meaningless tennis game, where the word love means nothing = zero...