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Re: If i ever have? ---Yes :)

Have you ever touched the true happiness- yes, i can say i have had some moments of happiness, when something good has happened to the people i love or to me.

the filling air that goes in your lungs
the muscles of your lips stretching out
from laughing hard- yes, I use to laugh a lot, above all with my brother. We even can be joking and laughing in the worse moments, because there is a true sharing of feelings. This is when the trustness is total.

the radiating light you resonate from your joyfull energy?- yes, with people close to me

Have you ever felt you are just so close to God and so caressed beside Him?- Have you ever felt Him wispering to you in your mind ,sweet words 'don't worry , you are my child, i'll take care of you'- Have you ever just been so alievated when talking to Him in desperation, in anger, in hurt?- these three questions I can answer yes, when you feel that anything is like you thought before, when you feel deceived, and all the support dissapear, then you find yourself, in absolute solitudiness, and here is when you can feel you are connected to Something, to Someone, you can see that exists "something else", that tells "WE can do it" "everything is ok" "u can start always" "don't worry". And it's true, it's not a voice of a man, but u yes feel the caresses in ur soul and u smile.

Have you ever felt peace all over you tranquility serenity-Yes after doing a big effort, phisical or intellectual. Then, calmness comes to u. You know, i live close to the mountain, here it's not so difficult to be in calm since u are born. Even people is more clean in their soul. There is no big worries. It's a problem when someone think things can be in a different way. Nobody understand it.

Have you ever felt truly happy after the prayer? You know, i don't understand when u say "truly" happy, cause if you are happy, how could you be "false" happy? Beeing "false" happy would be too much complex for me and i'm not sure if it would be worth of something.

I understand that you feel fullfilled when you pray, when you think of God. And that's good, great for u, a big confort for your interior life.

For me, my faith is like cyclical. Sometimes I believe totally and sometimes I have crisis, cause I see other people from other religion, and they are telling the truth too. I don't posses the TRUTH. Nor them. And maybe this is the best learning for us, everybody has something to teach and learn. We were born different, but this difference is what make us the same, and what make life a mistery worth to be discovered.