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- Gjuha Spanjolle (http://www.forumihorizont.com/forumdisplay.php3?forumid=178)
-- darke (http://www.forumihorizont.com/showthread.php3?threadid=6026)

Making fun of existencial problems, talking about them and laughing of the madness of the reality... Being alone in the middle of the cold jungle, I started asking and of course my only question is What is life? is it a dream? Our life is a dream but there are dreams and nightmares..... it depends how u live your dream.... so lost in this transcendent mood I remembered the poem of De Varca a famous spanish poet.... la vida es un sueño... and other poems and lyrics about life and dreams.... I knew I am kind of out of this world cos nothing I do, I think, I feel or I dream is within the " normal reality"... than I tried the sour taste of tekila.. I didn't have lemon so I had to drink only with salt...... I loved the feeling of getting lost somewhere in a transcendent world....... and freeing my mind and my soul......... and most .....living the moment with the happiness that I might loose everything within a second.... the job, the shelter, my safe harbour, my hopes, the future, the plans..... what I can't loose is myself..... i can even loose my mind..... but not myself........ and I felt so precious because of this........ I felt precious because I am different........ and I love it......... I sank my madness yesterday in tekila....... and I free my soul and my whole and i gave wings so it can fly....... then I slept with a smile on my face........ and I woke up with new wings. what is than reality? the difference between being awake and sleeping? there is no difference..... our mind works the same ---------------------------------------------------------- It is scary how things come back again and again, without failing once, however the person they struck is not the same, is stronger and stronger and stronger