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-- Words Coming By... (http://www.forumihorizont.com/showthread.php3?threadid=14644)

as a 31 year old single, most of the time isolated from the real world, is a good feeling whenever you do decide to go out for a drink, after your friends push you hard enough to leave the house... is a good feeling not being attached to anyone in this planet for a long time, however lonely it might seem, is still some kind of high that the best drugs will not deliver, some kind of silence joy that not very many people understand or dare try to experience... it shows in your facial expressions, smart girls are not called smart for no reason, they pick up on that, like the sharks when they smell a drop of blood from a distance, but in this case you dont mind being pursued by the beautiful female "predator"infacits a total pleasure when they grab your hand and drag you to the dance floor or the bar for a drink one on one.... you start feeling good just touching hands, when she raps her arms around you for a brief moment you fall in love, and for that brief moment you no longer know intensity, anxiety, and no longer call yourself a tormented soul, your brutal honesty with yourself, always considering that you don't have much to offer to anyone,, that feeling tonight is left alone, tonight a better part of you comes to surface, after realizing that people around you are weak and desperate and it shows how hard they try to hook-up with just anyone, its that silence joy that you don't even care and truly are happy in your own little world for that moment, that's when a smart girl happen to notice you, though you're not much of a talker but its no need for it in a loud place like this... i call em smart! maybe selfishly, but i don't care...

i use to joke around with some friends and allways say that any beautiful girl that is not with me, or doesen't like me, its a stupid girl... well! for a long time now i haven't been with anyone, maybe i wasn't completely joking after all...!!!