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Letter I

Life continues with its surprises and events take place with such a tremendous speed that is impossible to focus on them all and try to understand their meaning. Long time ago I challenged time and invited it into a duel. lately it seems we are quite getting along together, many things are erased by it, but I try to redefine them so that I keep the tempo carring with me all my memories. I try to redefine myself and the changes in me everyday. changes that amase me. Before I used to think that these changes are a tipical part of my lunatic characteristics. Now I think are more changes that derive from my immediate response, sometimes unconscious, to my reality. Trying to find my place in this world not by detaching myself from it ( as I used to do till some time ago) and living closed in my inner world, but by knowing it by trying to understand it, while keeping untouched the axes of my value system seems to be my greatest challenge. I have to give up a lot and it is frustrating. I feel lost sometimes, I feel pain, its difficult to close myself back in my shell. But at least I am on my way to finding a balance, without getting rid of the backbone of my existence. and that is LOVE.