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- Gjuha Spanjolle (http://www.forumihorizont.com/forumdisplay.php3?forumid=178)
-- darke (http://www.forumihorizont.com/showthread.php3?threadid=6026)

letter 2.
remember when I asked you when the circumstances repeat themselves do we react the same?
you said no, because we aren't the same..
time makes us mature, time changes the way we understand and see things, even the way we react to the same situations when they keep repeating. when the actors keep saying the same things, keep doing the same things... in reality it seems like the time has stopped. that it went away and yet it seems like only a moment ago... many things seem so far away, many others seem unchanged... and that frightenes me... recycling of figures situations circumstances.... recycling of what has been going on with me and I thought I became immune...

where am I in all this? Many things I see differently, but many things have remained untouched... by the effect of time... I think I am a lost case as far as concernes the fact where am I in my life.

what place do I give to myself? the answer is Don't know yet..... the only thing I know is that I am soooooooooooooo damn tired so I have no energy neither to analyse, nor to think....... I hardly have energy to feel...... and all I feel in this moment is physical weakness and a kind of fear...
yes is full moon. magic and misterious frightening autumn full moon.....
it gives birth to all my fears... and to all my crasy fantasy.

girls this is gona be a veryyyyy long weekend.....