Pinoku qe thoshte se fluturon gomari? We cracked laughing,just like that. Among our worries ,among our confessions which made us be more intimate and strong in our friendship ,we found a piece of light .She was obviously worried about a particular problem and i felt actually good in helping her for a thing i didn't have much experience.
-Do you remember the high school blasts? How M imitated the physics teacher so good ,and Sali Berishen and Agron Llakaj? The professor didn't come for a day at school.
-Yeah ,i wrote the scenarios and students played them,haha. I was afraid i was going to flunk in physics just for that.
Thinking that, i didn't realize i was actually laughing at my past. I was taking it so easy-heartedly;a past that had cost me much much pain was returning into a pleasing memory.
I had linked a bridge with my past and at the same time shut the door at my past. I wasn't the same but i still had some of the past friendships i valued.
So there was a middlle way of dealing with things,there was an if -you know your place you can be flexible -kind of thing. And this happned only if you knew where you stood.
It is like the gender issue.Children of 3-4 find it wierd that a girl might wear boy's clothes and boys might wear pink shirts.If they do they are confused about their gender.
, and me ,just like a baby had learned the first principle that whatever happens the past won't come back to my life .I was sealed ,saved and free. I AM sealed ,saved and FREE.Boy i have come to love so much this word:FREEDOM.