My dearests,
I told you about the frightening full moon... What I haven't told yet are my thoughts when is full moon. it was a frightening night... I might write them to you but not here
. what I am happy for is that those thoughts or more, that monologue, was only when was the full moon. and What I am more greateful for is that no matter what kind of thoughts I have, no matter what lunatic explosions I have, my essence doesn't change. I keep on discovering reality, I closely watch people's behaviour, I enter deep inside their thoughts... I keep on developing my sensibility and my 6th sense. But I have come to the conclusion that I can't change my backbone. I can't become what sometimes I wished I were, even though the reality needs a different reaction. But I am marking the lines and establishing a balance... I am trying to keep in balance myself..a great challenge for a lunatic like me now I am focusing on the changing colours of autumn... it is so beautiful and I am making a whole collection of dried leaves.....
I am trying to become one with the nature... where I find my peace and where I regenerate my innerself.
see u soon