lorie
you fascinate me...

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July,Virginia
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And that is me, running a race..
Not that i am riding a horse or something.I wish...
It's a paralelism of my life.Sometimes it seems like i am running a race ,a wild race to reach the top. Sometimes it seems i have a fist tight in my heart that wants to get released.Just sometimes.
There are times that it feels like blankness,like nothingness.
A situation like :
I learned this--now what? What's left to learn.
And there comes out another challenge ,i try hard till i succeed and then the dubious question springs again:now what? What's left ?
And there are other things ,new frightening ,joyfull,exciting things to learn and i still keep asking myself: Ok but what's out there? What else do i do?
And the circle repeats,repeats.
Now what? What?
Yeah sometimes it just feels like that. It is more powerful when people contradict me.
I have learned that the greatest revenge of all is to do what poeple say you cannot do.
They told me psych was not for me-they were wrong.
They told me i had no skill for journalism-they were wrong as well.
They told me i couldn't cope on my own -pity they did
They are telling me i can't study for two majors-Well Guess what ,i am going for it.
And yes, life seems like this race here.
Sometimes can't wait to see the finish ,sometimes the finish is just two steps in front of you.
Sometimes ,and most of the time THERE'S NO FINISH AT ALL.
Now what...?
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Philippians 4:8-Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
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