lorie
you fascinate me...
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2/December/2004
Imagjinoni nje person colorblind ,pak i humbur, pak i zymte,shikon jeten bardhe e zi. Imagjinoni te therrase:
-Christaaaaa ,i need your eyes. Can you help me with this .....
Sot nuk dua te kem syte e mi,sot dua te mbart me vete syte qe me sjellin qetesi , mendjen qe me cliron prej mendimeve te keqija,doren qe me qeteson...
Mendimi i keq per momentin esthe melankolia qe po ndjej.
Hej kisha harruar te shkruaj monologje per vet faktin se nuk isha ndjere e trishtuar per nje kohe te gjate. Kam "harruar" te shkruaj edhe short stories sepse ,hej c'rendesi kane nqs nuk percjellin mesazh shprese.
Vone kam shkruar vetem poezi (light hearted ones).
Sot dua te shkruaj dhe vetem te shkruaj. Dua te nxjerr inatin dhe tallazet e mia ne kete forme.
Por ne fund e di dhe arsyen pse ndihem e trishtuar ,eshte me thelle se nje thashethem , nje goje e shpifur apo shume, nje perqeshje, nje ironi ,nje fyerje ,nje thike pas shpine ,nje breaker of trust ,nje cfaredo gjeje qe te jete.
E di cili eshte themeli ...dhe se shpejti e di qe do behem me mire sepse ne fund te fundit nuk ka asgje pertej shpifjeve vec se shpifje. Kaq me intereson qe une te qendroj ne vendin tim.
The old Lori would have taken revenge over this thing, but the new one is able to get the head above and go on with her work. I don't need and want this level of dealing with poeple.
S'ka per mua me genjeshtra, as ironi, s'bej dot (jo se s'jam e afte ) prapaskena, as hakmarrje ,s'dua te shkaktoj grindje ,as inatra. I have a conviction not to.
Sa per te tjeret qe me lendojne ne shpirt ,well ka kush gjykon...
And the right attitude would be: thanks to you , i am wiser now after learning this lesson. The hard way but i learned it anyways.
There's so much to see about me. .
I still think i am not where i want to be , i have a long journey to learn new things in life ,in studies, and yes here too.
You'll see gradually what i am capable of doing,just gradually...
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Philippians 4:8-Finally, brothers, whatever is true, whatever is noble, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is admirable--if anything is excellent or praiseworthy--think about such things.
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